Day 3 A bit later

So, I showered and it's before 9:00 am.  I'm out of my pajamas and the sun is out.  It's quite windy outside but just to see the sun for a while gives me rays of hope.  I'm trying to think positive thoughts...like firsts instead of lasts.  First summer off in, well, forever!  First lone visit with our granddaughter!  First reunion since we left Tulsa.  First transition to the next decade, my 60s.  (Holy Moly...that looks big in print.)  First positive thoughts in days.  Enjoying this moment where my mental state feels better even if my physical state feels exhausted.  Just being.  Dumping thoughts, digitally.